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(SIC)
Enemy - show me what you wanna be I can handle anything Even if I can't handle you Reality - either way it better be Don't you fuckin' pity me Get up, get off... What the hell am I sayin'? I don't know about malevolent Sure as hell decadent I want somebody to step up, step off Walls! Let me fall! Fuck you all Get a grip, don't let me slip 'til I drop the ball Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it You're goin' down, this is a war! Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind? You're leavin' me suspect, I'm leavin' you grotesque Feels like a burn from which you never learn Cause and effect, you jealous ass Press your face against the glass - suffer I've just begun It's about that time Gotta get mine You can't kill me Cuz I'm already Inside you Sic
EYELESS
Insane - am I the only muthafucker with a brain? I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain How many times have you wanted to kill Everything and everyone - say you'll do it but never will You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes I am my father's son Cuz he's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me nothing! How many times have you wanted to die? It's too late for me - all you have to do is get rid of me It's all in your head It's all in my head It's all in your head I tried - you lied to me for so long Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it Freak on my antics and give me a choice Doesn't matter if I give a shit - it's shit that you gave me Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain Caring never felt so lame inside Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life? Maybe I'll reverse my ride Who the fuck are you? Fuck you! Better suck it up 'cause you bled through Better get away from me Stay the fuck away from me I feel safe - seems your saved Look me in my brand new eye
WAIT AND BLEED
I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? Get outta my head cuz I don't need this Why didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate I - have - sinned - by - just Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free And it waits for you!
SURFACING
Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is doing me in Fuck it all! Fuck this world! Fuck everything that you stand for! Don't belong! Don't exist! Don't give a shit! Don't ever judge me! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is doing me in You got all my love, livin' in your own hole Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nothin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fucking thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move
SPIT IT OUT
Since you never gave a damn in the first place Maybe it's time you had the tables turned Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved And the verdict is guilty... ...Man nearly killed me Steppin' where you fear to tread Stop, drop and roll - you were dead from the git-go! Big mouth fucker, stupid cocksucker Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought Always is and never was Foundation made of piss and vinegar Step to me, I'll smear ya - think I fear ya? Bullshit ! Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit Is there any way to break through the noise? Was it somethng that I said that got you bent? It's gotta be that way if you want it Sanity, literal profanity - hit me! Spit it Out All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out Maybe it's the way you gotta spread a lotta rumor fodder Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realize Step up, fairy I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome straight to the dome You hear me right, bitch, I didn't stutter And if you know what's good just shut up and beg, brother Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'? Side swipe - we know the ass that you're kissin'! Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway houser Don't hear shit cuz I keeps gettin' louder Come up and you get a face full o' tactic Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket You got no pull, no power, no nothin' Now you start shit? Well ain't that something? Payoffs don't protect and you can hide if you want But I'll find you - comin' up behind you! 'Bout time I set this record straight Cuz all the neddlenose punchin' is makin' me irate Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears Where you gonna be in the next five years? The crew and all the fools and all the politix Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick You got dick when they passed out the good stuff Bam - are you sick of me? Good enough - had enough Fuck me! I'm all out of enemies! Fuck me! I'm all out of enemas!
TATTERED & TORN
Kill me Tattered and torn Something aches Tattered and torn Bad things slither Tattered and torn My floors are burning down Tattered and torn And I can't find a window Tattered and torn This is medieval Tattered and torn This is cerebral Tattered and torn Suffocated Tattered and torn Melodramatic Tattered and torn Driven to the verge of Tattered and torn I make you my enemy Tattered and torn The nerves you sever Tattered and torn Can serve you better Tattered and torn In the blink of an eye Tattered and torn In the space of a second Tattered and torn Open my wrists Tattered and torn Give me my lessons Tearing myself apart From the things that make me hurt
Maze..psychopathic daze...I create this waste Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic ways...can't escape this place..I deny your face Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying Put me in a homemade cellar Put me in a hole for shelter Someone hear me please, all I see is hate I can hardly breathe and I can hardly take it HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed Learning from the rush, detached from such and such Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging I am in a buried kennel I have never felt so final Someone find me please, losing all reserve I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying You all stare, but you'll never see There is something inside me There is something in you I despise Cut me - show me - enter - I am willing and able and never any danger to myself Knoledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain Or was my tolerance a phase? Empathy, out of my way I can't die Purity
LIBERATE
Liberate my madness One of me, all of you Liberate my madness I just want to... Section off myself Put a wall up - what the hell have I done Keep the dog at bay Survive by saving me Values and the game Not a fuck-up - not a part of your lie I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond Back off of the shit Stand off or I'll spit So soft, you forget Your garbage in is garbage out You don't give a shit I won't play the fit Get off, get on this Your garbage in is garbage out Liberate my madness... I am not ashamed What is vital isn't always humane You can break in vain But you can't break away Even in my face Lotta bullshit, not a lotta the truth I can't see from here But I can smell your fear Saved - you're such a slave - I don't expect a name - You don't care - I wasn't witness - I can't be a part of a system such as this - hard eyes - glow right - in my darkness - again - with the sickness, renegade sisters, blisters, salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness, fuck this - how long have I had this? I don't need this - outta my business - insert, engage, betrayed, my God - fraud
PROSTHETICS
Even if you run...I will find you I decided I want you Now I know...I need If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought Keep in mind - I am with you Never left out fate, can't concentrate Even if you run... You will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! I found you Leanin' out of a open window You laughed, our fingers clenched Too perect, far too carless I couldn't help myself - I just took you Dammit man I knew it was a mistake You brought it outta me Better make yourself at home You're here to stay You won't bother me...If you let me bother you All the doors are locked, all the windows shut Keep in mind - I watch you Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker Even if you run What the fuck is different Man, I can't believe I'm doin' this
NO LIFE
My freedom is best Whole country's on house arrest And everyone's a suspect You can't feel the flow because you died Face down on a "suicide" The muthafucker's on self-destruct Nobody guardin' your back, it's all a front Save this! My rage is bliess! I'm takin' names and gettin' pissed! Where's Chuck D when ya need him? You ain't shit, just a puddle on the bed spread The maniac psycho Cool J screamed the shit but I still can't believe it Man, it's funny that you scare me so Just enough to fuck me up again and again Hard life is hard as hell Better back the fuck on up Cuz this is... No kind of life! THis is no kind of life! I've got to get out It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life! You can't blame me Can't be real no more - your mask is skin and bone Savor every flavor you got cuz it's not your own Bad-ass at bat, man Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! One more - seethe! Freak like you gotta pair Won't be my fault When you're pointed in the corner of a no-good life This is... I can't remember, I don't understand Is it malice that makes you this way? Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you I laugh cuz there's nothing to say You can't begin to consider the palpable hate in the air when you're here None of us wonder what weather you're under You're making it perfectly clear Lights ain't on - shit ain't right Never had peace but I gotta fight Can you look in my eyes when my back's against the wall Slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me You're all reality and sound bites And the freedom is never in plain sight THe feelings, the question, the price is too human for fucking sake This is...
DILUTED
I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bald-faced lie It itches, it festers and breathes My heros are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified All the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens I decrease, while my symptoms increase God what the fuck is wrong You act like you knew it all along Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was something you could never be Now take a real good look at What you've fucking done to me Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy Gimme any reason not to fuck you up Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch Gimme any reason not to fuck you up I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things But I don't care what you think You'll never understand me
ONLY ONE
Pain - made to order I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few Step off the achtung, get back or get stung Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb? Entire legion of me, totalitarian The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it In other words, consider me branded Another version of me, another version of you Both barrels - what you gonna do? All I hear is human noise YOu made your own fuckin' choice I belong to only me Silence for my revelry I can only die over time Filthy hands, stay away from mine Eery reason is a right to hate Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme noise Only one of us walks away Somebody explain this You don't care cuz you don't exist What the fuck is this another joke? Reckoning!
SCISSORS
I play doctor for five minutes flat Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out Three bugs, a pound of dust Some wind spilled before me In the strangest manner that had Broke away my tear spout As I lie there With my tongue spread wide open A black widow had offered me A sweetheart tube As I injected The candied heart that I selected She said don't hesitate Just do what you have to do It's hard to stay between the lines of skin Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway Just let the blood run ed cuz I can't feel! Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time... It's time It is - time